Say Hello to Goodbye. (part 1)

Okay ,  okay…  i know that might sound a little too cliché and you re probably creating this very sensitive image of me , but lose it ! It is just something that happens to all of us. To the ones who consider themselves as careless when it comes to getting attached with things and people, of course it happens to the ones who treasure memories( especially the stupid ones who happen to happen only at certain times in life) and it happens to those that have a “I don’t give a fudge” reputation they don’t want to mess up but that deep inside do feel sad about having to leave and move on to the next stage of life.

If you were to ask me a couple of years ago (those close to me can recall my whining…) I couldn’t make it to the other day. I used to wish of having other opportunities and that I could pick up and leave just then and there…but I couldn’t. I was so eager to experience new things that just waking up and just realizing of being here drowned my morale and killed my mood for the day. I would rather spend whole weekends in my room munching away than going out and socializing. Zero incentive…NADA!

But the senior year approached and I was literally willing (finances permitting) to make a firework display countdown just because the end of it was so close! And then the last semester and my best friend happened ... She has a master of creating this emotional vibe around the room that regardless my strong defense walls, did get to me eventually. Now, we re all experiencing “The last…” whatever event in school . Here is how it goes: We start getting ready and we are so much in the mood to get to the school’s party/event, and there she goes: “Boshke…this is our last one…” Now, here is where we switch to the depressive music list and feel like we will be banned from ever visiting AUBG again.

Eventually we get over it and make the most out of the experience …but in between drinks there, we do bring it up and feel sad , then our jam starts playing and SWOSH sadness is gone ! This is how we get used to the idea of having to say Goodbye but…